A comic book from the heart

Superhero images from Dr Heartbeat comic strip about bereavement

Picture: Megan Sinclair/Monty Nero/UniVerse/University of Dundee

A student who began journaling her emotions after her dad’s sudden death, has created a comic that may comfort other people who are grieving.

Close to the Heart started out as Megan’s Sinclair’s way of expressing how she felt, after her 53-year old father George suffered a fatal heart attack in his sleep in April 2014.

Now, with the input of 10 illustrators and support from the British Heart Foundation, her journey has been unveiled as a 64-page comic book, with a superhero twist.

close to the heartMegan Sinclair/Gary Welsh/UniVerse/University of Dundee

“Comics were a constant source of comfort in my own battle with bereavement, so for me, there is no better way to express my own story” says Megan.

Close to the Heart centres around George’s death and Megan’s grief, but also includes a superhero adventure, Dr Heartbeat, which aims to educate people about heart and circulatory diseases.

Close to the Heart comic- a hospital checkup sceneMegan Sinclair/Ashling Larkin/UniVerse/University of Dundee

“It’s a comic that didn’t initially start out as a comic,” says Megan, who initially began writing a diary, as a way of coping with her loss.

“In the weeks following my dad’s death I needed an outlet and scribbling down my thoughts gave me that. My writing went from a diary to a bullet point list hidden away on my computer and then to a comic script.

“At that point I wasn’t really sure what the aim for it was because it was still so raw and personal.”

Close to the Heart comic, coping with news of death sceneMegan Sinclair/Gary Welsh/UniVerse/University of Dundee

The comic also features three short comic strips, based around a special memory Megan’s mum, sister and brother each have of George – and which are recounted as superhero vignettes.

Close to the Heart was just about his death, but my dad was a larger than life character,” says Megan, who wanted to share that, too.

“He was the happiest, kindest, most loving person.”

Close to the heart comic - family memories depicted superhero style Ann Sinclair/ Elliot balson/UniVerse/University of Dundee

Two years ago, Megan began a PhD at the University of Dundee, looking into the educational value of comics and their potential to address healthcare topics in an accessible way.

Although it took a while for her dad’s story to become a part of her studies, she found that inviting other people in on the project, was therapeutic.

Close to the Heart went from a very personal conduit for her grief feelings, to a project she invited ten talented comic-book artists to interpret, after sending them her script and initial sketches.

close to the heart comic- family memories depicted Roy of the Rovers styleGeorge Sinclair/Andrew Strachan/UniVerse/University of Dundee

“Opening the comic up to my fellow artists allowed me to share my grief and work through it with others,” she says.

“Each person has taken the story and made it their own, which I love. It still feels personal to me but is simultaneously universal.

“I’ve felt closer to Dad as I’ve written it. I’m really happy that something positive has come from something so terrible.”

Grief cmic book creator Megan Sinclair and her familyMegan Sinclair, second from right, and her family at the launch of Close to the Heart

Megan hopes the 64-page comic will help open up conversations around death and bereavement that can be difficult to begin. The British Heart Foundation supported Megan to ensure the information in the comics was accurate and informative.

“Ultimately, I hope it can be used as a way of helping others,” she says, “and that it goes some way to end the heartbreak that comes when you losr someone so suddenly.

“I hope in a comic, people will see something that they can relate to and that helps them.”

  • Close to the Heart will soon be available to download for free, with donations welcome in support of The British Heart Foundation. Visit dundeecomicscreativespace.com for updates and more information.