Carole Ann Hill (23 Sep 1963 - 8 Apr 2017)

Thinking of you all

Miss you mum. Thank you for helping me still xxx

Thinking about you all on the 8th

Thinking of you on this day. Godbless

They say you find ways to cope and find it easier as time goes on but I miss you so much mum. I still think there's days I can come visit you and there isn't. How are you no longer here with me? Only thing I know is you're no longer here struggling how you had to, that became unfair on you. I'm so proud of how much you fought to be here and I'm proud you're my mum. You're strong, beautiful, kind, amazing, caring and very missed by your grandchildren. Riley doesn't shut up about you and Sonny still says Nanny, I won't let him stop shouting you until he is big enough to remember why he shouts for his nanny, you're his fist word and I'm very proud :) he also started walking the day you left, in guessing this was thanks to your help to keep me busy eh! :) love you mum. Sweet dreams xxxxx

I was with you last night mum you looked so peaceful. It was hard to come to terms that this was me saying my very last goodbye and last good night to you. It was my very last time to visually see you still here, hold your hand, touch your hair and smell your presence around me. Today will be one of the most hardest days I'm to get through yet. You are my mum, my best friend, one who I'd look forward to hearing from ever single teatime I sat down about to eat :) those calls I miss! I didn't mind I was about to eat I loved to hear your voice and know your were always doing ok but as time went on and those calls came I knew... I knew you were slowly going mum :( I could hear it in your voice I could see it in your face that's when I knew it was time to let you go, let you be free and gain your angel wings, I had to stop being selfish and stop making you feel you still had to fight! Not anymore mum you fought, fought so so hard you're fighter. Well I best go. Have my one million & things to do as you know and shout at me. It's what a mum is all about though :) you know this with us four it's all go... thank you for baking an amazing mum to me, I've read some letters you've written to family that made me see your character even more. That's my mum :) I'm so proud of you. Today I'll try be strong. I hope your send off is what you'll have wanted stubborn ar** :) with your no special requests!!! Good night mum. Love you sleep tight. Love Toni, Joe, Jackson, Riley, Sonny, Nelly Xxxxx

So sorry for your loss. Sending lots of love and Peace. Caz & kids xxx